Faithful under Trials
by Judy Hitson
James 1:12 GNT Happy are those who remain faithful under trials, because when they succeed in passing such a test, they will receive as their reward the life which God has promised to those who love him.
As I consider a present trial, being my husband’s caregiver, it can be challenging to say the least. He was diagnosed with early dementia in 2017. I am thankful I can care for him in our home. Yet it can be difficult and stressful with stages of decline. Looking to Jesus and keeping my focus on Him helps me rely on Him to love my husband well and be by his side each day.
Although we are in the ninth year since we were given his diagnosis, I continue to pray for his healing. Knowing God says that nothing is too hard for Him (Jer.32:17) and that He is Healer (Ex.15:26), I stand on God’s Word and declare the battle is the Lord’s (1 Sam. 32:17). Neither know I what to do but my eyes are on God (2 Chr. 20:12b).
This year we will celebrate our 60th wedding anniversary. Each year I gain more understanding of God’s Word: “And the two will be one,” especially as my husband needs more assistance with activities of daily living such as bathing and dressing. Our youngest son once explained to him, “Dad, You have taken care of Mom all these years. Now she will take care of you.” This was at a difficult time when my husband could no longer drive by doctor’s orders. Taking the keys away was difficult.
As my husband’s cognition and short term memory continued to decline; no longer able to write his signature or have conversations, it was heartbreaking. I assumed being power of attorney to care not only for my husband but also to care for business matters he took care of; paying bills, doing taxes and making decisions for household matters that he no longer understood. In sickness and health until death do us part takes on new meaning in our marriage. Praise God he remembers my name and the name of our children. Though he has difficulty remembering our grandchildren’s names.
As I think of receiving God’s reward of life promised for those who love Him and remain faithful under trials, I sense this life starts on this side of eternity. Caring for my husband in our home blesses us to enjoy each other, our children and grandchildren gathering here for holidays, birthdays, special events and spontaneous visits.
Our children once named our residence as “The Home Place.” Here we meet and share life, honoring the Lord and each other, building precious memories.
We have lived in our present home 50 years and await the coming of the Lord, discovering God’s reward of everlasting life on the other side of eternity. To be faithful under trials is to persevere until He comes.
Lord Jesus, help me remain faithful to You under, in and through trials in my life by Your Spirit. I can do nothing apart from You (John 15:5). Yet I can do all things through You who gives me strength (Phil. 4:13). Amen.
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