June 27, 2015

Journaling

Prayer and Prophecy regarding Supreme Court Decision on Marriage

by Cathy Weil

Prayer:

Good morning gracious Father! You are Faithful and True! I’m so sorry that America has brought shame on itself yet again today. Have mercy, have mercy, have mercy on us, please.

Prophecy:

++The complacency the people have in their blatant disobedience is alarming. Their hearts are stirred by self- righteous lies they comfort themselves with. Oh, but if they could see the rotting spirit within them! All fall short of My Glory, but this is an attack on Me AND My people. Rise up, My people! Cast your swords together into one voice against this apostasy! The wicked are in one accord. You must pray in one accord. Oh the irony of your President singing “Amazing Grace” in My holy place. Did I, the Lord of lords, God, the only true God witness that??? How bold our enemies are with their victories! Praise and prayer must be constant at this time. You must take dominion over your allotted area and keep it holy by your praise, prayer and thanksgiving. I will fight for you and protect you. Check your walls for cracks and repair them with My ways. Abide fully in Me. Look, listen, praise, pray and thank Me. Focus on Me, there is no time for anything else. Do not fear, you were born for this time.

Xoxo, Jesus

Scriptures to consider:

Revelation 17: 14 NKJV “These will make war with the Lamb, and the Lamb will overcome them, for He is Lord of lords and King of kings; and those who are with Him are called, chosen, and faithful.”

John 17: 3 NKJV And this is eternal life, that they may know You, the only true God, and Jesus Christ whom You have sent.

Posted by: Administrator | June 23, 2015

Maturity in Christ through Prayer

Maturity in Christ through Prayer by Judy Hitson

Psalm 25: 4-5 NIV Show me your ways, O LORD, teach me your paths; guide me in your truth and teach me, for you are God my Savior, and my hope is in you all day long.

Show, Teach and Guide. These three action words gripped my heart as I was putting to memory Psalm 25: 3-4. I prayed, Lord show me Your ways, teach me Your paths, guide me in Your truth and teach me. From the depths of my being, I said, You are God my Savior and my hope is in You all day long. May praying this Scripture passage impact your heart by the Spirit of God as it did mine.

Take a moment. Like the psalmist, ask the LORD to show you, teach you and guide you by His Spirit in His ways, His paths and His truth. We need the LORD as much today as the day the psalmist penned this prayer.

Acknowledge the LORD as God your Savior and place your hope in Him all day long. He is there. Let hope arise. He will never leave you. Pray without ceasing, I Thess. 5: 17. Wait on Him moment by moment.

Commune with Him, desperate for Divine exchanges. Know His peace in exchange of anxieties or worries. Know His Spirit power, love and sound mind in exchange of any fears. Know how to walk in the Spirit and not lust after the flesh. For further meditation see the Amplified version of Phil. 4: 6-7; 2 Tim. 1: 7; Gal. 5: 16.

As He reveals His ways to you, walk in them, rather than your ways. He is worthy. Learn to follow Him more closely today than yesterday. He will teach you His paths for your life and guide you in truth as you requested.

As He shows you His ways, be blessed to show others His ways. As He teaches you His paths, learn to teach others His paths. As the LORD guides you in His truth, help others to learn the guidance of the Holy Spirit in His truth. Remember, He is the way, truth and life, John 14: 6. In the process of maturing in Christ, take part in discipleship.

Praying the word of God is a vital lesson. Is it a daily practice in your life?

It is worth the time to consider prayers through the Bible. Thy word is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path, Ps. 119: 105 NASB. Discover His ways, His paths and His truth more today than yesterday maturing in Christ through prayer.

 

Posted by: Administrator | June 23, 2015

I Am Not My Own

I Am Not My Own

by

Kathleen Shore

 

To know we have been bought at the highest price… Marking us with His signet ring of unchangeable value and worth… His blood now painted upon the doorposts of our heart and upon the canvas of our lives displaying how high, how wide, how deep the Father’s love is for us. Brings me to the question, “Why would we choose to live outside the power of His love poured out?”

“What do you mean by this?” you might ask. In answer, I will tell you of my pursuit for God’s quest within me! I will let you in on my prayer for His loving kindness to roam through every dark cavity of my soul and to make the place He gave His Son to die for, His home in me.

This place within us is the reward of His suffering. But still, there are areas we withhold His reward when we deny Him full possession of His rightful place. This snare of the flesh continues to keep me on my knees, crying out in declaration, “I am not my own…”

In this journey, I soon became aware of Father’s heartbeat, searching to find His children living in awe and wonder of their First Love…filled with an unspeakable joy in response to what He had done.

This ignited a pure and holy fire, set ablaze in my heart…and I began to charge my life with these questions:

  • Is the life of our Lord Jesus Christ not enough?

Romans 5:1-5 NIV “Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we boast in the hope of the glory of God. Not only so, but we also glory in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God’s love has been poured out into our hearts through the Holy Spirit, who has been given to us.”

  • When did I decide that my thoughts were higher than His?

Isaiah 45:7-12 NIV “I am the Lord, and there is no other. I form the light and create darkness, I bring prosperity and create disaster; I, the Lord, do all these things. You heavens above, rain down my righteousness; let the clouds shower it down. Let the earth open wide, let salvation spring up, let righteousness flourish with it; I, the Lord, have created it. Woe to those who quarrel with their Maker, those who are nothing but potsherds among the potsherds on the ground. Does the clay say to the potter, ‘What are you making?’ Does your work say, ‘The potter has no hands?’ Woe to the one who says to a father, ‘What have you begotten?’ or to a mother, ‘What have you brought to birth?’ This is what the Lord says – the Holy One of Israel, and it’s Maker: Concerning things to come, do you question me about my children, or give me orders about the work of my hands? It is I who made the earth and created mankind on it. My own hands stretched out the heavens; I marshaled their starry hosts.”

  • Where did prideful arrogance seep in and cause me to resist The Almighty God or talk back to my Creator?

Isaiah 29:15-16 NIV “Woe to those who go to great depths to hide their plans from the Lord, who do their work in darkness and think, ‘Who sees us? Who will know?’ They turn things upside down, as if the potter were thought to be like the clay! Shall what is formed say to the one who formed it, ‘You did not make me?’ Can the pot say to the potter, ‘You know nothing?’

  • Who deceived me to think, “I can do this without Him”?

Galatians 5:7 NIV “You were running a good race. Who cut in on you and kept you from obeying the truth?”

  • What caused me to take my eyes off Him and sink into the waves of the enemy’s earthly rule over me?

Matthew 14:28-32 NIV “Lord, if it’s you,” Peter replied, “tell me to come to you on the water.” “Come,” he said. Then Peter got down out of the boat, walked on the water and came toward Jesus. But when he saw the wind, he was afraid and, beginning to sink, cried out, “Lord, save me!” Immediately Jesus reached out his hand and caught him. “You of little faith,” he said, “Why did you doubt?” And when they climbed into the boat, the wind died down.

Drawn by His love to allow His finished work in me, I rested all that needed changed down at His feet. For the greatest misery of this life is not our earthly conditions…but the resistance of our will to the will of the Father within our earthly conditions.

Maturity in Christ Jesus marks the one who lives consumed with God’s will being done, through the power of His Son, no matter what the circumstances look like. They are not tossed about like a wave of the sea. They are not longing after something other than God’s will, accomplished.

We must live steadfast in knowing we are being transformed into His image through the earthly situations Father’s hand has placed us. He only asks that we yield ourselves to Him. He will work in us, to will and to do for His good pleasure. This all will come through His mighty power as we die to “self” so that we may live through Christ. Our part is to yield, His part is to work; and never will He give us a command, which is not accompanied by ample power to obey it.

Posted by: Administrator | June 23, 2015

Life from the Spirit

Life from the Spirit by Judy Hitson

Acts 19: 2 NASB “and he (Paul) said to them, “Did you receive the Holy Spirit when you believed?” And they said to him, “No, we have not even heard whether there is a Holy Spirit.”

“First things first,” I heard while considering Acts 19: 2. Assuming this was the Lord, I was impressed to read, Maturity in Christ, a devotional outline posted in this blog, February 2015. I wrote, “As Christians, we may talk about being born again, about our conversion experience or being Spirit-filled. It is vital to know Christ by His Spirit who gives life, John 6: 63; 2 Cor. 3: 6, and grow in Christ from a babe to maturity.”  Pause a moment.

As Paul asked believers,  “Did you receive the Holy Spirit when you believed?”

From childhood, my experience was going to church every Sunday with my family, attending a church school first to twelfth grade, proclaiming to be a Christian and doing all I knew to do. Confessing my sins was a weekly practice with a fear of hell and damnation. My desire was to know God and be heaven bound. It was alarming to discover that I practiced a religion without a living relationship with Jesus Christ. I believed but did not receive the Holy Spirit until I was 36 years old crying out, “Jesus come into my heart.”

When I received the Holy Spirit, everything became new. Trees looked greener, the sky looked bluer. Under conviction, I couldn’t talk like I used to talk or dress like I used to dress. While Christian music drew me to the Lord, music I once enjoyed became repulsive to me. When I read the Bible, it was like the Lord spoke to me personally. It was a new life.

Family and friends saw a change in me but did not understand what happened. They thought I got religious because I had been in a car accident. The truth was, I received the Holy Spirit. I was born of the Spirit. John 3: 6 NASB “That which is born of the flesh is flesh, and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit.

     God blessed me with Divine connections. First, an invitation to a women’s weekly prayer group that met in a home. The women impacted my life to mature in Christ as they mentored me in prayer, took me to visit a home Bible study where I embarked on my first Bible study and took me to my first Women’s Bible Conference. Revelation and understanding that God speaks to His people through His word astounded me. This new lifestyle led me to life in the Spirit.

The bottom line is, without the Spirit there is no life. If you have not received the Holy Spirit, I encourage you, invite Jesus into your heart, ask to receive the Holy Spirit who gives life. If you received the Holy Spirit when you believed, share with others life you receive from the Spirit.

Posted by: Administrator | June 23, 2015

The Israelites

The Israelites and Us by Cathy Robinson

 

I awoke this morning with the thought of a God who loved His people, the Israelites, so much, that every time they got themselves into a mess of their own making, they cried out to Him for forgiveness and pleaded for Him to rescue them. He did, over, and over, and over again, too many times to count.

 

Then the phrase, “I will be their God, and they will be my people,” came to mind, so I looked it up. I was touched at how emphatically God states this on several occasions. His tender desire to have “a people” all His own is evident in Scripture. The whole world literally belongs to Him as Creator God, and yet He yearns to have “a people” to whom He can be a Father, “a people” who will covenant with Him to love and follow Him. Yes, even “a people” who will call on Him for help when they fail to heed His instruction.

 

His loving heart is undeniable. He knows that His people will get themselves into messes of their own making, He knows they will be disobedient at times, and they will desperately need His help when they stray. And yet He still chose to covenant with the whole sorry lot of them. Yes, there, I said it. It’s so easy for me to think that of the Israelites. Every time I read of the miracles God performed on their behalf, I am astounded that they could continue to wander away from their amazing Father God. How could “they” be so stubborn and stiff-necked? “They” are so slow to learn, aren’t “they?”

 

Then just as I point the haughty finger of judgment in their direction, I am forced to look at my own hand, and I can’t help but notice that there are three more pointing right back at me. Yikes! I am suddenly and keenly aware of my own frailties and shortcomings. The conviction of God is upon me, and I am humbly shocked back into the reality of modern day. As much as I long to be perfect in my walk with Him, I, too, have wandered away from my amazing Father God. I, too, am stubborn and stiff-necked at times. I, too, am often slow to learn. Ouch! The truth hurts.

 

But there is more to this story, Thank God! He not only loved the Israelites, and came to their rescue over and over and over again, God does the same for His people today. The truth is that even when I am unfaithful, He is faithful. Even when I have failed Him, He has never failed me. I am reminded of Paul’s words in II Corinthians 6: 16-18 NIV “What agreement is there between the temple of God and idols? For we are the temple of the living God. As God has said: “I will live with them and walk among them, and I will be their God, and they will be my people.” “Therefore come out from them and be separate. Touch no unclean thing, and I will receive you.” “I will be a Father to you, and you will be my sons and daughters, says the Lord Almighty.”

 

What a marvelous thought in which to revel! God chose to be my Father, He chose to make an everlasting covenant with me that He alone would be faithful to, and He still rescues me when I need Him…every time I need Him…over and over and over again, too many times to count. His patience and long-suffering are astonishing. What a “model” parent God is! Oh, that we would learn to follow Him more closely, to refrain from straying, to heed His instruction, “that it may go well with you,” (God’s word from Jeremiah 7:23). His boundaries are for our own good, and although consequences do naturally follow when we fail to walk in obedience, my God is a rescuer! He is a faithful redeemer! He loves His people, and He will do for each of us today, just as He did for “His people” the Israelites during Old Testament times.

 

So right now, if you think you are too far gone for God to reach and restore you, if you believe that God’s patience with you has run out, if you imagine that God would no longer care to deliver you from a mess of your own making, I am here to tell you that is a lie from the enemy, and I would urge you to give God more credit than that! Just as His “people of old” did, I promise you, you can cry out to your Father for forgiveness, and plead with Him to rescue you, and He will, over and over and over again, too many times to count. Today, I pray you will let Him pick you up out of the ash pile of life, and allow Him to bring beauty from those ashes. You can trust that when we give God an opportunity to show off, He definitely takes it and runs with it. Read Isaiah chapter 61, if you don’t believe me.

 

I don’t know about you, but I know I am SO grateful for God’s faithfulness to His people today. Say, Amen if you feel the same. <><

Posted by: Administrator | June 23, 2015

Early Morning Communion with God

Early Morning Communion with God

March 23, 2015

Prophetic Journaling

Cathy Weil

–Father, thank you for the gorgeous early morning display of stars.  I really, really enjoyed them!!!  I love You sooo much, Father, Son and Holy Ghost!!!  I thank you for getting me up early (4:30) so I can really be with You.  Thank you for all the precious times we’ve had all these years in the early mornings and other times too.  You are my all.  Thank you so much for being You.

++The vine is ripe, the dew is thick (I’m seeing grass loaded with dew) and that the grapes are dark, round and taut.  New wine is made from those who are crushed by the hands of iniquity.  Awake and see my saints marching to their death for My sake.    It is time to blow the trumpet.  The body must stand together under My Banner and occupy the land.  This is war!!!  Draw your “Swords” and shout them into the heavens!!!  My angels await My command.  Behold the Lamb of God at all times.  Gather in close to My Banner and edify one another.  Revive the faint of heart and encourage the young with stories of My power, goodness and Love.  Do not be deceived, do not fall back into a stupor, or you will be caught unaware.  Satan seeks to destroy you and yours.  Look to Me for all things.  These are the times they prophesied about long ago.  You have been trained.  Stand in the land I have given you!  Do not be distracted by the rising commotion around you.  It is meant to distract you from your true focus.  Remember I AM with you at all times.  We are one in this endeavor.  “IF GOD IS WITH YOU, WHO CAN BE AGAINST.” Xoxo, Jesus

Posted by: Administrator | June 23, 2015

A Peaceful Place to Dwell

A  Peaceful Place to Dwell

(Growing Takes Time)

by Brenda D. Flowers

 

 

During my morning quiet time, I was praying and doing two way journaling. The following words I wrote in my journal as I listened to God’s message for me that day, May 25, 2015. These words I shared at our May Christian Writer’s Circle meeting. The ladies at that meeting encouraged me to post the words I shared with them. I pray these words encourage you too as you walk on your life journey to mature in Christ.

 

It is time to organize. As you do, think of Me. Prepare a peaceful place for me to dwell. Love well as I love through you. Speak the words I give you to say. Let the rain wash over your home and wash away the bitterness. Love me and I will love through you. Lean not on your thoughts but put full trust in Me. I Am. . . .

 

Refreshing Rain,

Refreshing rain poured down on me,

Washing away my doubts and fears.

 

Refreshing rain,

Poured down on me.

Bringing renewed hope for more years.

 

Growing takes time.

Nurturing takes work.

Loving is a verb, caring for the hurt.

 

Looking past the sins to the hearts of men.

Loving ‘til they feel Me.

I am the One they’ll see.

 

Glorious splendor, gracious God.

Powerful promise, redeeming Lord.

My Daddy in heaven, my Brother, my Friend.

 

O Happy Day! I am chosen to be His

I choose to enter that special place,

The Holy of holies, to commune with Him.

 

I rejoice. I am in Your presence there.

 

 

 

 

Posted by: Administrator | April 10, 2015

Dietary Needs to Mature in Christ

Dietary Needs to Mature in Christ
by Judy Hitson

I Corinthians 3: 2 KJV I have fed you with milk, and not with meat: for hitherto ye were not able to bear it, neither yet now are ye able.

As a review from my last writing, Maturity in Christ, the focus was on different aspects of the goal of our faith, the salvation of our soul, I Peter 1: 9 NIV. First, I asked what it meant to be mature in Christ and if you remembered how Paul wrote to the Corinthians about milk and meat, comparing spiritual food to the natural. We understand the natural; the Lord reveals a spiritual diet for us by His Spirit.

Let’s look at a parallel passage. I share the King James Version which the Lord spoke to me about nourishing the spirit and soul with milk and meat from His word. Hebrews 5: 12-14 KJV 12For when for the time ye ought to be teachers, ye have need that one teach you again which be the first principles of the oracles of God; and are become such as have need of milk, and not of strong meat. 13 For everyone that useth milk is unskilful in the word of righteousness: for he is a babe. 14 But strong meat belongeth to them that are of full age, even those who by reason of use have their senses exercised to discern both good and evil.

Are your senses exercised to discern both good and evil?

As I think about answering that question, I thank the Lord for training me through exercises of daily Bible reading, prayer, Bible studies, Christian conferences and gatherings to discern good and evil. For example, it is good that I am convicted of sin with junk food and overeating. It brings me to confess my sin to the Lord and cry out for true repentance with this sin that so easily entangles me (Heb. 12:1). When young in the Lord, I read, More of Jesus, Less of Me by Joan Cavanaugh. One book review said, ….a book about relationship with Jesus Christ, and bringing glory to Him through eating as we should. It may help for me to read that again.

Our need for good food, for health and wellness, parallels the need for our spiritual health and wellness with the word of God and prayer by the Spirit. I have passion for God’s word and prayer, why do I struggle with poor food choices? I feel like Paul wrote in Romans 7 NIV :19 For what I do is not the good I want to do; no, the evil I do not want to do – this I keep on doing. :24 What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this body of death? :25 Thanks be to God – through Jesus Christ our Lord!

This word gives hope to overcome food idolatry and not consume food on my lust for sugars and starches. I will not give up but continue to give it over to the Lord.

Do you have a sin that easily entangles you?

May the following three-fold Holy Spirit punch, that the Lord revealed during my struggle, speak to your heart and help in struggle areas of your life:

  1. 1 John 1: 9 NKJV If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.
  2. 1 Thessalonians 1: 9b NIV you turned to God from idols, to serve the living and true God.
  3. 1 Peter 1: 9 NIV for you are receiving the goal of your faith, the salvation of your souls.

   When I first heard the Lord speak these verses to me and saw each one was chapter one, verse nine, my spirit leaped. His kindness to lead me to repentance (Rom. 2: 4), His intimate love and care for me as His child was overwhelming. He knows I want to overcome this sin and He knows that I don’t want to stop eating foods I crave. How many times will I go around this mountain until I finally surrender to Him? A change is needed that only God can do through me. My prayer: Lord empower me to overcome food idolatry, eat the foods needful for my body, soul and spirit to be healthy, useful for Your kingdom and give You glory. Amen.

These are a few things the Lord spoke to me from His word regarding dietary needs to mature in Christ. Thank God He does not give up on us but teaches and trains us to follow Him.

Closing Prayer: Father help us trust in the Lord Jesus Christ to change us by His Spirit through confession and true repentance that results with a changed mind, changed heart and changed life in the natural and in the Spirit. Amen.

© 2015 by Judy Hitson. All Rights Reserved

 

 

Posted by: Administrator | April 10, 2015

Am I a Grumbler?

Am I a Grumbler?

Growing in Christ

by Brenda D. Flowers

 

This year, I have been intentional about spending more time devoted to reading God’s Word. To grow in Christ in 2015, I knew in my heart the way to do that would be by starting my day in praise, thanksgiving and intimate time with my Lord, reading His story to me and listening to His voice of application.

When I was a little girl, I remember singing this children’s song at Sunday school: “The B-I-B-L-E, Yes, That’s the Book for me.” Just a few weeks ago those words and the melody of the song rose up in me as I was walking outside with my two grandsons. I recall singing the whole song for them and thinking more deeply about the words as I sang, “I stand alone on the word of God, the B-I-B-L-E.” I asked myself, “Am I standing alone on the word of God? Do I really trust God, His message and the many treasures of His Word?”

In 2015, I am reading through the Bible using a chronological Bible dated for this purpose. I am also participating weekly in a community Bible study (Bible Study Fellowship) currently focusing on Moses and the journey of the Israelites. As I have been digging deep into the Pentateuch, the books of the Bible written by Moses under the inspiration of the Holy Spirit, I almost feel like I am reading the words of the Old Testament for the first time with any true understanding. In the past when I read Leviticus or Numbers, I tended to skim over many of the words and I certainly didn’t put any thought into God’s reason for having Moses record all the details of the building of the tabernacle, the ceremonial cleansings, the sacrifices, the numbering of the men eligible for battle, the ordering of the tribes, the importance of God’s glory being in the center of the camp, the repetitions, God’s provision and God’s holiness. I also had never truly paid attention to how much the people, supposedly the followers of God, grumbled or how ungrateful the people were in so many instances, often not long after God had provided miraculously for their needs.

I have been noticing more the consequences of the people’s grumbling. For example, when the twelve spies returned from their mission to inspect the Promised Land in preparation for the Israelites conquest of this land, ten of the twelve spies gave a negative fearful report, which ignited murmurings throughout the camps. Joshua and Caleb were the only spies who professed faith and belief that God would take care of the people and they would be victorious in moving forward to the land of milk and honey promised by the Lord. The consequence of the people’s grumbling and lack of trust in God, was great! The people had to wait forty years to enter the land that was meant to be theirs and all the grumblers died in the wilderness, never to experience the fullness of God’s glory in their lives.

As I have read the words of consequence from a holy loving God as recorded in these Old Testament Scriptures, I am challenged to ask myself, “Am I a grumbler in my personal life?” As an American citizen, born in such a blessed country at this special time in history for a reason, am I appreciative to God for the mission He has given me or am I a grumbler?”

To grow in maturity, I am purposing in my heart to focus on Jesus, my Savior, sent by Father God to rescue me. I know Him personally and am so thankful He is interceding for me and I know He is interceding right now for you. I want Jesus to know how thankful I am for His sacrifice on the cross for me. He was the sacrificial Lamb who took away my sins and the sins of all of mankind once and for all. He has provided a way for you and me to experience His presence in our lives daily. As I face life’s challenges which sometimes seem like giants in my land, I don’t want to profess or emphasize them to my family, friends or community, through words of complaints. I am so thankful there are many examples in God’s Word where God forgave the people when they repented and sought Him. I want to have a repentant heart, ready to face the unknown with confidence, knowing God is with me. I am learning more and more how much my words matter and how crucial it is for me to guard my thoughts and what I say.

God has His Kingdom promises for us, His children, as we are being matured to be His bride. To experience His promises, we must fully trust Him and not focus on the possible problems in our future. Let’s prepare together.

Dear Lord, thank You for Your Holy Bible. Thank You for its everlasting truths and for revealing Your great love to us. May we focus our eyes on You, Jesus, in 2015 and follow You in all Your ways for You are the way to righteousness and victorious living. It is in Your Holy name, we pray. Amen.

 

© 2015 by Brenda Flowers. All Rights Reserved

 

 

 

 

Posted by: Administrator | April 10, 2015

O’ To Be Like Thee

O To Be Like Thee

by

Kathleen Shore

 

As I quiet myself in your presence, my Lord, I ask that you would reveal to me a portion of your heartbeat on the topic of our writing this year… “Maturity In Christ.”

~

And in the stillness with Him, I felt a wave of His love crash over me as I heard the old hymn being sung, “Nearer my God to thee, nearer to thee… Even though it be a cross, that raises me.”

Being born the youngest of four children, I’ve always had a hunger inside of me to be older. I grew in a condition of always feeling “not old enough” to participate in the things my siblings were doing. When I did become old enough, they had all moved on to something bigger and better.

But Father God had a plan to use my earthly experiences for His kingdom purpose. That is true for each of us, His children. Fashioned for His pleasure, Father wanted me to transfer this earthly feeling into a kingdom longing to be more like Christ, willing to endure whatever He saw fit that would produce a maturity in Christ.

I’ll never forget one particular day some 20 years ago, when Father healed and strengthened me with a grain of sand thought He had when He formed and fashioned me.

I was dealing with the typical difficulties of early-married life that comes from two people being joined together as one, yet are still struggling with self-centered behavior. While tending to my household duties and feeling quite mundane, a childhood remembrance flashed through my mind. Little did I realize at first that God had brought it to the surface of my memory so that He could speak to me…. at just the right moment.

Father reminded me of the desire I had in high school to run long distance on the track team. As I pondered the remembrance, I was still a bit in awe of the ability to train your body to go beyond the pain of the circumstance and finish a race; the stamina and self-control it took to put aside the way you might “feel” and simply keep going.

Like viewing a short film in front of my eyes, I stopped what I was doing to take in what God was processing in me.

I recalled deciding to give the track team a try, pacing myself to allow my body time to adjust and attain the skill I idolized. Then, I remembered letting go of it…. followed by a mocking spirit from the enemy’s pointing finger amidst the conclusion that I just wasn’t cut out for it.

Like a typical teenager, I moved on quickly with all the other good things that were going on at the time. But it was for this precise moment, some 10 years after the experience, that God wanted His powerful purpose and timing to intersect.

With dusting pledge in one hand and coffee in the other, I sat down in the middle of the floor. As I felt Abba’s arms come around me, He whispered, “I made you to be a long distance runner in the spirit….” Oh my friend, His thoughts and spoken words are so transforming!

In the midst of feeling worn out from the rough terrain in my new journey of marriage, God had brought me right to this moment to speak clearly, a grain of sand thought. With one breath of holy oxygen into my spirit woman, He took the scalpel of truth in His hand that skillfully divided my soul from my spirit, and silenced my “feelings.” And right out of an earthly desire He focused me on His kingdom purpose…. that He designed me to be a long distance runner in the spirit.

It was God Himself who gave me the desire back in high school to be a long distance runner and my same loving Father God who withheld my ability to achieve it! It was the enemy however, who wanted me to buy into the counterfeit of that desire, attain it in the natural, and then shame me for not making the mark, in hopes that I would never catch on to the all powerful truth my Father spoke of me for His kingdom use and display of Himself.

Father was training my spirit legs to stay right with Him in this new found mystery called marriage and strengthening me to stand. And when I felt I had done all to stand, I was to stand some more and finish the race He had marked out for me.

I wept with joy and thanksgiving that I had failed to achieve in the natural the self-glorifying skill of what I had once idolized. Because it would have stolen the true kingdom treasure hidden in the darkness of the circumstance.

I felt God’s power come over me for the unknown journey ahead in my marriage as the enemy shriveled back in fear of the transformation that had just birthed new life in me through that moment with my Lord. All that I had wanted to attain in the natural was now a powerful tool for what I was called to live out in my spirit woman.

Our earthly circumstances are to bring us to new heights in Him…”His Way,” and likeness of character to be produced through that which pains and perplexes us, all the while He is proving His love and faithfulness to us with a steadfast hold within.

But this can only take place if we are willing to see God’s eye view in all things. As we learn to behold Him and what He is up to in our earthly condition of being “hard pressed on every side, but not crushed” the power of His transforming work to become more like Him will arise as our only want, our one desire, our true reward.

© 2015 by Kathleen Shore. All Rights Reserved

* Verses for exploration:

Ephesians 4:6

Isaiah 45:3

2 Corinthians 4:7-10

 

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